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DN Near 01 by harlequinfool DN Near 01 :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 16 43 angels have no heart by harlequinfool angels have no heart :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 4 11 PKMN wooper by harlequinfool PKMN wooper :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 1 31 DN Near 00 by harlequinfool DN Near 00 :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 1 13 blood+ haji doodle 00 by harlequinfool blood+ haji doodle 00 :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 3 14 L doodle 00 by harlequinfool L doodle 00 :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 2 7 L bday thing by harlequinfool L bday thing :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 6 19 careless nia by harlequinfool careless nia :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 27 14 nothingness by harlequinfool nothingness :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 2 37 happy 28th birthday L by harlequinfool happy 28th birthday L :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 39 23 Face of Chaos by harlequinfool Face of Chaos :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 2 22
This body an empty shell
Soul seemingly nonexistent
This chest heavier with every breath taken
And eyes seeing, nothing getting through
A face of statue, ever constant
What’s it worth to keep on living?
In my shell I hide, a coward
A misery I wish to end
Afraid of opening a door to something worse
Self destruction, an escape route
Greatest lie ever told
An excuse for self murder
A failing justification for a great sin
Thousand ton chain at my ankles
Crawling in pathetic agony
Struggling to live
An instinct for survival
Though the heart is breaking
It’s soul crying tears of blood
Not knowing why
These limbs seem to fall apart
Sitting in this crimson pool
Crying for an angel, saviour
Choking sobs force their way out
In strained breaths barely alive
Bitter cold seeping through dying limbs
I’m drowning
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Fitting in the Pieces by harlequinfool Fitting in the Pieces :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 6 20
-My- Existence
My Existence.
I keep going forward,
Pushing the limits,
Never looking back.
I create a world where illusion is reality.
Because I can control what I want to happen,
I can control what I have,
I can control what I want.. to.. disappear.
Alone in shattering darkness.
Because I am afraid.
I do not deny that I fear.
Have you any idea what you have done to me?
You have never seen me cry.
You do not see my many scars.
You do not see the murder I have done.
To myself.
You think I'm rebellious.
That I never listen.
You think I don't know anything.
That I am clueless about the world.
You think everything I do is wrong.
That I don't know how to make decisions.
I shouldn't have existed.
My blood is sin in flesh.
A result of crime in action.
An excuse for day light robbery.
You had the decision to stop me coming.
A chance to stop a tragedy.
Yet I am here.
Now your responsibility.
That you have royally screwed.
So many things that I should know.
And I don't.
And you blame me.
Did you even bo
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Mew 000 by harlequinfool Mew 000 :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 1 11 Dark Ryu 01 by harlequinfool Dark Ryu 01 :iconharlequinfool:harlequinfool 0 22

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Blinking back anger
And fists clenched tight
Swollen lips pursed in a small hard line
Mocking his ego
Goading his heart
Unable to face the demons from his past
He stands tall – almost proud
Screaming in silence
Painfully loud.
Bitterly disappointed
His emotions run wild
Look at him closely
He’s only a child
Tainted by agony
Still trying desperately to deny
But as the old wounds rip open
He sobs
Still wishing that he didn’t cry.
Unable to contain the sadness
He gives in – so weak
Turning away swiftly
Attempting to hide
The droplets of shame cascading down his face
Voices run rampant
Wreaking havoc within
His belief you instilled is that crying is sin
In the meantime
It’s more than burden to bare
Still you look on without a care.
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Therapeutic Lessons by stalker-in-training Therapeutic Lessons :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 23 7 Luff Romantic Tragedies by stalker-in-training Luff Romantic Tragedies :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 15 11 HP vs Barney by stalker-in-training HP vs Barney :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 18 39 In Your...? by stalker-in-training In Your...? :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 12 9 Daytime Job by stalker-in-training Daytime Job :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 21 20 Productive Conversations by stalker-in-training Productive Conversations :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 41 27 Cuddle Me Please by stalker-in-training Cuddle Me Please :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 23 45 Retribution by yuumei Retribution :iconyuumei:yuumei 5,434 756 Death Note: L's Other Secret by claudiakat Death Note: L's Other Secret :iconclaudiakat:claudiakat 380 264
Tears in Heaven
Tears in Heaven
Nate River had gone by many names over the years, and yet he often felt that none really suited him quite the way he would have liked. Most recent had been the addition of a new code name, L, along with the sub-categorical personas of Erald Coil, Danuve, and a few others that he had developed on his own. L was fine when it came to work, but it lacked a personal feel to it. Nate wasn’t sure why that bothered him, given his pre-disposition to sitting alone in corners twirling his hair. But it did bother him, and as the years passed he had stopped questioning the feeling and simply let it remain, buried, festering.
And so it did remain, like other feelings he had taken a few moments out to classify and then toss aside over the course of his life. Feelings, that went by other names, all blank and invisible letters that identified him by face but not by heart.
N, another name, was an older façade than L. N was the product of a child trying to become a
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cynthia's eyes by kokobangas cynthia's eyes :iconkokobangas:kokobangas 5 7 Depressed? by stalker-in-training Depressed? :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 55 30 I'm The Kind Of Girl... by stalker-in-training I'm The Kind Of Girl... :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 25 13 Compromising by stalker-in-training Compromising :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 18 56 Panic At The Disco For Real by stalker-in-training Panic At The Disco For Real :iconstalker-in-training:stalker-in-training 34 67




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