Feeling HumanI wish I could tell you just how it feelsFeeling Human by stalker-in-training
To have everything inside of me ripped out and put on a plate
Savaged and marinated in pepper and salt
Standing by idly dazed but awake.
The wounds are bloodless and the scars unseen
Tell me what it feels like to be a human being
Through turmoil and entropy I seek your hand
The sun shines lifeless over this cursed land.
Life is loveless and sin is great
No longer will I fight my fate
Dreams abundance with monsters in masks
Dancing and mocking there's no escape.
Friendship on fire as my soul is flogged
Deeper and deeper the knife digs in
Give me nothing or give me all
Witness the triumph as I continue to fall.
Words cannot even begin to describe
When mind versus sanity in darkening light
Freedom is but a double edged sword
Still I wish to see outside these walls.
RiordanBlinking back angerRiordan by stalker-in-training
And fists clenched tight
Swollen lips pursed in a small hard line
Mocking his ego
Goading his heart
Unable to face the demons from his past
He stands tall almost proud
Screaming in silence
His emotions run wild
Look at him closely
Hes only a child
Tainted by agony
Still trying desperately to deny
But as the old wounds rip open
Still wishing that he didnt cry.
Unable to contain the sadness
He gives in so weak
Turning away swiftly
Attempting to hide
The droplets of shame cascading down his face
Voices run rampant
Wreaking havoc within
His belief you instilled is that crying is sin
In the meantime
Its more than burden to bare
Still you look on without a care.